Scary or not scary, books and dogs

What’s a book or movie that genuinely scared you?

Appropriately for today, I think, the first book that popped into my mind as genuinely scary was The Handmaid’s Tale, by Margaret Atwood. That book’s all-too-plausible dystopian future has come way too close to reality recently. Judging by how often women still dress as characters from the book during protests, I think it’s stuck with many of us. I could not bring myself to watch it on television or to read the sequel, The Testaments, though maybe I could try.

If you’ve not read this book, do so. It’s so easy to gradually shift a culture into something really frightening. As a woman, I’m always aware of how thinly societal norms hide the embedded sexism.


Blah blah. Today was strange in some ways, as well as a bit scary. Our weekly Mexican lunch was quite the fiesta, as you could imagine with a group of Democrats in an overwhelmingly Republican Texas place. Margaritas were drunk, cheering occurred, and I smiled so much that my cheeks hurt. The election results in the US have really shocked us, pleasantly.

The smiles tell it all.

I liked that we had good talks about what needs to be accomplished by the newly elected officials and what some potential issues might be. We each named what we would like addressed first. I wanted to get ICE out of our cities and back protecting borders. Others talked about returning Roe V Wade to its previous status. The one we ended up liking the best was getting rid of that Hegseth guy. Can that be done? Not sure.

And now for dogs

Scarier stuff came later in the day when Dr Amy and her team came to look at our sick dogs and advise us on how to deal with the flea invasion here. It’s so nice of her to make house calls. But then, when she comes here, she gets close to a day’s worth of patients. And a LOT of money.

Carlton inspecting our fine new stepping stones in anticipation of the dreaded visit.

Vlassic has been showing signs of pain in his rear legs, and been unable to get onto the couch and can’t walk far with Lee’s brother. He was our main concern. I hate to see my little buddy in pain. He received a shot and some pain medication to help him heal after some rest indoors. I hope it works. He also is having bloodwork done, as are Harvey and Alfred, who has been panting a lot and coughing strangely.

Today V is up to bothering the FedEx driver. No jumping though.

Harvey also got looked at, since he has been slowing down a lot. The issue is not his liver like we thought. He was severely dehydrated! I never thought of that, since he drinks plenty of water. Dr Amy believes his kidneys or liver might be causing the problem. He received a bag of IV fluid, which the poor vet tech had to hold up by hand, since they didn’t bring one of those IV poles.

Alfred got evaluated and they aren’t sure what his breathing issues are from. His arthritis is progressing, though, so Lee is adjusting his medication timing. His flea issue was so bad they decided to shave him. This time went way better than the first time we tried a number of years ago. Dr Amy has gotten very good at it. We laughed that she’s a very expensive grooming service for the most exclusive of clients. Dang, he had a lot of hair. And fleas. That poor dog. Well, now he’s all fixed up, including nail trimming (any dog that got sedated also got a trim).

Penney, Carlton, and Benito lucked out and didn’t have much done to them, but…

Penney was so good

After much debate, we gave each dog the flea medication that lasts an entire year. It’s full of microbeads. This alone could explain a high vet bill. Ka-ching. To do this, each dog had to be weighed. This involved many hijinks.

Benny walked into the mobile vet truck, stood on the scale, and accepted his shot. He absolutely loved the vet truck. No problem. Vlassic got weighed ahead of time, so got to sleep through his flea shot.

We try to be good.

Harvey was carried in by the vet assistants.

At this point I fell asleep. Oops.

Harvey, too, was out of it! Do I remember his weight? No, because I was off getting Carlton, who doesn’t like vet visits much. I was able to slip a leash over him as he tried to get into the house. I felt triumphant, because that was the easiest time I ever had getting him vet-ready. But I was so wrong.

Who me? Cause trouble?

I confidently took him to the screen door to go to the truck. But, no screen door for him! He proceeded out the dog door. I couldn’t get out the human door without dropping the leash, and I knew he’d take off immediately. So. I went out the dog door. Oh boy, am I glad no cameras were present for this undertaking. It was beyond awkward. My knees and elbows suffered, and I had to rotate my hips. Then I had to stand up. I’m fooling myself if I think I’m as spry as I used to be.

The good news is that Carlton just stood there and watched me through the contortions. But I wasn’t done. He was NOT interested in going anywhere. So I carried him, and at 100 pounds less than Alfred (i.e., 47 lbs.), it was like carrying a bag of horse food all that way. At least he let me carry him and was fine for the actual weighing and injecting.

Now I’m laughing

Penney ended up requiring me, Lee, and the very patient vet tech to get her corralled and leashed. That was Lee’s turn to end up awkwardly on the ground. No photos. Once leashed, she walked right in, weighed, and got her flea meds. Once in the truck, she wanted to stand watch over the slowly awakening Harvey. It was kind of sweet.

Last but not least, we had to weigh Alfred. He was in the house recovering and not steady on this feet. So the vet tech and I got him going by putting a towel under him for support. That worked until we got to the steps. Alfred doesn’t do stairs. So, the vet tech held up his rear while I helped his feet onto each of the three steps. Eventually he was up, weighed in at 147 and then wagged his still-bushy tail at us. His heart sounded good, too, which ruled out one potential cause for his weird coughing episodes (congestive heart failure).

I forgive you all for removing my magnificent fur.

Getting him back down the stairs was equally challenging. He had to sit and rest afterwards, so the vet tech took the opportunity to shave his tail, which had been sorta hacked up in an attempt to get rid of the twig collection in it. When she was done, it looked like she’d removed another dog.

Just his tail
I’m nekkid

What a long adventure for all involved, canine and human. No wonder I fell asleep while writing last night! But today Harvey looks great and all dogs have forgiven us, except maybe Alfred.

Look how perky Harvey is (for a dog of his age and health issues)!

Today’s a new day and I’m daring to wear a political shirt, now that Greg Abbott is rolling into the sunset.

I love this one!

And my morning was made complete, because I was out feeding birds when I heard my favorite migration sound: the Sandhill Cranes! It was a small flock, but they came close enough to see them well. Do click an image to see the big birds!

On that squawking note, it’s back to work for me. I think there’s less of a chance that The Handmaid’s Tale will come true now.

Very happy with these stepping stones. Much less mud will get tracked in.

What are little dogs made of?

We have a better idea about what at least two of our dogs are made of, now that Carlton and Benito’s Embark tests have come back. There were mysteries solved and theories confirmed, too. My guess is that Penney’s swab didn’t take, because hers didn’t come back.

You don’t need DNA results for us. We are obviously American Stair Dogs. (They spend much of their days here. Penney is trained to move her front paws when I approach.)

I was pretty sure Benito was not the purebred Chihuahua that he was purchased as. People guessed he had Fox Terrier or Miniature Pinscher.

100% cute

I was right about our little fellow. At least one of his parents was a mutt.

My guess is that one grandparent was a total mutt. The Poodle surprised me, though.

I never had any good guesses about Carlton other than there must be some pit bull in there. And there had to be some breeds with the Merle gene.

We had a nice rest this evening. He’s my big lap dog.

It turns out Carlton is a big ole mix, as we knew, but there are some good surprises in there.

What???

He’s about as pitty as I expected but the Mountain Cur thing threw me for a loop. I didn’t know we had any of those here. We do have lots of cowdogs that they call curs, but I thought those were mostly Black Mouth Curs. Seeing the ACD in there makes me surmise one parent was a working dog with those breeds mixed in. Then the other parent was probably a small dog that looked like a lab. Carlton has carefully hidden his Chihuahuan heritage. That’s a hoot.

Who knew? (AI image)

Who knows how it works out? They are both quite the mixes! And I know enough to take these analyses with a grain of salt. I would have loved seeing what breeds contributed to Harvey, but there was no way he was gonna let me swab his saliva!

I didn’t pay the extra money to get their health analysis. Benito should be hardy now that his heart worms are treated. And I know Carlton has weird eyes. That’s enough.

Animal comings and goings

While I was on the East Coast looking at waves and birds, there have been shifts in the population here at the Hermits’ Rest. One is a familiar friend/nuisance (depending on behavior that changes moment to moment).

Oh look. The wanderer returns.

Yep. Apparently Lee woke up Thursday night to find Benny in his lap. He no longer has his collar on, but still is a fully functional manly dog. So much for the people 2 miles away promising to fix both their fence and the dog.

Making themselves at home

He’s still madly enamored of poor Carlton, who patiently rebuffs Benny’s attempts at fathering very ugly puppies with him. Benny is apparently an example that yes, dogs can be gay. He is Carlton’s constant shadow. At least he’s settled in enough on this visit that they have started playing more and mounting less. That’s very welcome.

I assume at some point the teen girl will come home from Grandma’s house (or whatever) and ask about him. Then her dad will have to come here and listen to another lecture on neutering and keeping track of pets. Until then, we will take care of our guest, unless he decides to go home. He’s a nice dog other than the boundless energy when I’m trying to sleep and his Carlton fixation.

I’m a ramblin’ kinda guy

Also while I was gone the population of the fish pond went from 0 to four. Kathleen bought me four pretty goldfish and had Lee put them in.

We needed them since the algae is creeping in.

They are my favorite kind, so I’m pleased. They are all still alive. Kathleen predicts they’ll die on day 15, since they have a 14-day guarantee.

Me. Looking at a fish.

She tried to get minnows yesterday, but the pet store didn’t have any and didn’t appear to be caring for their other fish.

Same fish. The other two saw the camera and fled.

However, today she was at College Station and found healthier minnows. I’ll get photos of them tomorrow, but they look like minnows, and they will be in this green water. Just imagine it.

We still have the same number of birds and equines, so that will have to do for the animal report.

Animal transitions

Benny the dog showed up when it was raining again last night. This was the fourth time he’s shown up, so he appears to know the route. The dogs barked a lot last night thanks to that, so no one got a lot of sleep.

Rainy night led to a foggy morning.

I was quite surprised to turn around and see Benny and Carlton in my bathroom doorway this morning. I guess he has the dog door figured out.

Carlton is Benny’s fixation

So, we’ve been waiting to hear from his owners, but I guess they haven’t missed him yet. It’s no use driving him over there, because he’d just follow us back. Sigh. In the meantime, he follows Carlton around in a lovesick manner. I’m sure Carlton is getting tired of it. I promised him either Benny would go home or he will be neutered next week. That should help.

Finally Carlton got to sniff.

No one here dislikes Benny. But we aren’t looking for a dog, especially one with owners. So, we’ll see what happens. At least he’s safe and getting tummy rubs.

I like it here!

Tonight Anita and I went out to dinner for the first time in a good while. We ate Vietnamese food, which is a real treat for us these days. She has finally had to let Pickle go, after a couple of pretty hard years with dementia and other issues. You know that was hard. It’s one of the hardest decisions people make. People at the veterinary office were so kind to her, though. That warmed my heart.

Farewell to my former roommate.

I’ll miss Pickle in her younger years when we cuddled in bed and went on long walks with Vlassic and Anita. I’m glad she’s no longer confused and unable to go out. Send Anita some good thoughts.

Penney doesn’t like them there chiweenies, however. Not Pickle, not Vlassic, not Benny. She’s consistent.

Let’s Enjoy Late Autumn

My thoughts on deep subjects will have to wait until tomorrow. Work was quite interesting today but tired my brain out. I was also still a bit tired from being around people at the Master Naturalist holiday meeting. It was very pleasant, but I got peopled out.

Today was beautiful if you like fog. I certainly do. I run around taking pictures of spiderwebs and trees.

The weather forecast said it would be sunny and warmer, and it did get quite pleasant in the afternoon, but I could look directly at the sun.

It was very nice for doing animal chores and watching the birds. The light made autumn leaves especially bright to my eyes.

I even ate my evening meal out in the birding area. I was rewarded by visits from all the sparrows and two pairs of owls, Great Horned and Barred, trying to out-hoot each other. That shut the hawks and crows up! Sunset, a chill in the air, and an owl chorus make for an unforgettable late autumn respite!

No respite for Carlton, who really wanted to lick my bowl. That look didn’t work.

Creatures of Habit, Bovine Edition

Now that my exciting software training/tech writing career has ended, I find myself bereft of a mission. I always have a project I’m working on to support users, but I’m out of those. I’m a creature of habit, so I feel compelled to find a project. But is it really a good idea to keep the projects coming?

I could rest, right Mooey?

Believe it or not, watching the cattle in the wooded area next to our house gave me an aha moment. Here’s what happened.

Peach blossom for distraction.

Lee and I went to Lowe’s to get some simple vegetables to put in his raised bed. We also bought two flowering trees, a peach and a pear (nope, not native, but, hey, they are Lee’s trees). When we got home, he drove the Gladiator over to the planting area and proceeded to plant.

Finished planting. Mostly herbs and peppers v

At one point, he booped his keys on the tailgate and that made the horn beep. If you’re rural, you’ll know what’s coming. A truck, something that looks like a feed trough, and a honking horn evokes the food urge in those neighboring creatures of habit, the cattle.

We enjoy eating.

At first just a few adorable calves appeared. One in particular really enjoyed playing with Carlton and Penney. We were charmed.

I went off to feed the equine creatures of habit, who nicely line up in their pens for dinner and tolerate my insistence on grooming them in the late afternoon. Everyone, even Fiona, is now looking good, except around poor Droodles’s head. But I’m getting there!

By the time I came back, all the cattle were crowded against our fence, waiting for us to feed them. Carlton and Alfred valiantly worked to protect us, which really peeved a couple of huge mama cows and the bull. There was quite a cacophony.

The poor dogs got so tired that each of the white dogs went in the swimming pool to cool off.

Ahh.

It took sooo long for the cattle to move back into the pasture, probably because the real food truck appeared.

We will just wait until night if we have to. Moo.

It dawned on me that doing the same thing every time a circumstance looks familiar can lead to disappointment. The cattle didn’t notice that the Gladiator doesn’t usually feed them, or that the “trough” was full of plants. Poor dears.

We aren’t known for our massive intellects.

I need to realize that I don’t need to go find a significant writing project immediately. I’m starting something new, not the usual transition from resting training material in one application or another. I can do something different. There is time to figure out what the next new and fascinating thing will be.

The lemony sun setting on my career.

In the meantime, I’m working on collecting some writing and putting it on my Substack, which you can go follow. Eventually, as soon as I let my thoughts come together in new ways, there will be more on Substack than new and recycled blog content about animals and birds.

And plants.

Who knows? Once I break my habit I could turn interesting!

Welcome Light

Tomorrow is Imbolc, a celebration that light is starting to appear from darkest winter (among other things). Nature brought the light a little early, and provided us with a rare cool, sunny day. It was mighty pleasant.

You could see colors on the birds!

I enjoyed a break from my very busy week by sitting outside after work, reflecting on how much I value my connections and wish I could cultivate them more.

I’m too busy sitting with birds, I guess.

At least I talked to my friend Donna yesterday, and she reminded me that the Purple Martins start to return this time of year. I also saw the bluebonnets getting bigger today, and I was happy, even though the speaker at last night’s Master Naturalist class informed us they are not native here, just in the granite areas of the hill country. Poo.

Lee was practicing with his camera so you can see what I look like when listening to and watching birds.

I know spring is coming, with turkey eggs every other day, calendar changes, getting my first new temperature blanket module done (tomorrow), and a new theme color for my journal and nail polishes. Stereotypical, it’s true, but February is all pink. I might even have pink in my hair. Ooooh.

Don’t dye me pink, Suna. My nose is pink enough.

Don’t Feel Like It

I just don’t feel like writing. I think that’s okay, because judging from my stats, no one feels like reading chatty blogs about nature and pets, either. Our thoughts are elsewhere. We’re concerned and distracted.

I think Carlton knows I’m not at my best. He’s really attached these days. Here he’s “helping” me check the rain gauge.

So, I wish you peace and safety. I’ll be back after the Martin Luther King, Jr. holiday.

I’ll watch over Suna tomorrow.

Weekend Blues

Nothing of great interest has been going on, other than inside my head. It’s rained a bit, not enough to fill up the ponds, but enough to make for messy horse times. And it’s nice and cool, but damp cold makes chores pretty miserable.

My new medication regimen is helping and apparently needed, because I tried cutting one out and my anxiety chest pain is back. Let me say once again that an anxiety stinks. I do not like taking medication, but I guess I need it a while longer.

Pills can be poison but they can let me see beauty, like poison ivy!

That was me normalizing mental health struggles.

I did put up token Yule decorations and they make it cozy in the great room.

Being sickly and having to stay inside has had two benefits. First is that I got a lot of work done on my temperature blanket. It does get more interesting once it cools off outside and all the squares aren’t red and orange. I look forward to a different format next year. I’m finally weary of mitered squares.

Nice to see blue and green in the centers. Those are thirties and forties.

And Carlton has been cozying up with me, since it’s chilly. He also likes the blanket.

Next week things start to get more exciting and festive. Let’s see how I handle it!

Lost in Time

Which activities make you lose track of time?

Ah, I’m answering this question rather than sharing my current thoughts. They’ll be more refined tomorrow.

No AI here! It’s a clouded skipper.

For certain, what my husband will tell you makes me lose track of time is nature walks. I just disappear and re-emerge with no idea how long I was gone. I’m completely enthralled by the sights, sounds, and smells of new places or new things in familiar places. I don’t want it to end.

Here’s a new thing I found in the driveway! It’s delicious common purslane, a portulaca (Portulaca oleracea) just like the cultivated one below.
Look at the beautiful Texas Striped Sweat Bee in my volunteer portulaca/moss rose

Hanging out with the animals also can make me lose track of time. I’ve just spent twenty minutes thinking about how beautiful Carlton is to me. My love for this guy never ends.

I ended up spending more time with Drew today than I’d intended, too. I’d walked to the next-door unused mailbox to drop something off, and decided to come back through the horse pasture, you know, in case there were any interesting plants or insects. So, I was concentrating on plants when I got a feeling I was being followed.

Hmmm. (Re-enactment)

I kept going until I felt something hot on my neck.

Ehhhh

Then I realized Droodles was sneaking up on me.

Hi, Mom!

We ended up hanging out for quite a while just enjoying each other’s company. He didn’t push me around looking for treats, just rested his head on me and asked to be scratched. It’s so good to get along with each other again!

Mostly. That ear is showing some mischief is afoot.
Yes, I’m not much of a fashionista in this weather. That shirt is very orange and the head covering looks silly but keeps hair out of my face.

Not surprisingly, the other activity that leads me to lose track of time is reading. I’ve been reading Sibley Birds, Second Edition since I bought it in New Mexico. It’s only 600+ pages. I can’t stop looking at all the birds, learning new things about familiar ones and finding out what else might be out there in Texas (and wherever else I go).

Bonus Carlton again.

I will admit to skimming Arctic residents and ocean birds. Otherwise, I’m reading it all. But I’m in the oriole section! I’m almost done! Do not worry. I have a nice long book about animal tracks lined up. That’s what happens when people stop mailing me novels, I guess. (I’m fine for novels! I have some enqueued.)

If I’m repeating myself, forgive me. I’m working on changing my mindset and that can wear me out until I’m through the hardest part (letting go of an unproductive mindset).

Thanks for being there, friends and family. You are appreciated even when I don’t show it well.